ok so...

I am so feeling on top of things and I know that this is not just a mood....lol..I have tested my self the last few days and am feeling great...anyway...I managed to land another sponsor for the site so am feeling tops about that....I know that their are two others in the works and that's even better....
I feel like I have been neglecting this poor little blog...lol...But haven't felt the need to express to much at the moment.....
Well as I write my poor bro is doing Everest and I must say that I am so impressed and proud of that guy...he really is out there to discover his limits in life....

It's funny how we all discover our limits differently....
Me, I know myself inside and out, I know how I work I know what makes me tick, I know my limits.....and I learnt it all in a very hard way.....I think that once you have hit the bottom the only way is up, and in the end you can only rely on yourself to do whats right by you..... Like I mentioned on my belief list ...we all have a choice in the way we feel, think, say and do....and if you can get one step ahead of yourself ...you will always have that perspective to do what you think is right.....
The problem comes in when you are hit with unexpected events and then all you can do is feel....it takes time to rationalise and think everything through....then comes the decision making.....but that's not the end you have to become or be strong in the decision's you make or have made, otherwise you will lose faith in yourself and your confidence will ebb.....but once you have passed all of these things you will grow....as I have and continue to do....

I have recently been through one of these periods in life...a transition phase where ultimately I have made life altering decision's and through out this period I was more vulnerable than I thought....but I believed and continue to believe that, and only because I have been at rock bottom before, that I can handle anything.....if I set my mind to it...so this is what I am doing...and now that I am strong again in myself and the choices I have made and have reached a level of acceptance in myself and my decisions I feel that I am ready......

So like I said bring it on world....lol...

So I met up with a very dear friend last week and it was great to catch up with her.....She has some serious shit going on in her life, and I thought my life was complicated....poor thing I really missed her a great deal....and I am glad that I can be there for her in a time when she really needs a friend....

So anyway I will jump off got some scrapping to a dead line to do...so will catch ya later....