What a day....not much happened except my parents came back...good because I really missed them and Ivone is now allowed to talk again....wooohooo....but she still won't be back for a month....My poor dear brother is freaking out because he will start his climb to base camp Everest this week-end....and all I want to do is give him a big hug and tell him everything will be alright.....but I can't because he's there and I am here....aaaawww...I feel sad now I really can't wait to have him back in OZ....only 7 weeks.....only...mmmmm....
Other than that my mind has been roller coasting again....one moment I am fully confident then the next I am freaking out...yes I know early signs of depression for me...but that's fine I have a plan A and plan B in built in myself to combat any signs of depression having dealt with it so often....so plan A distraction....do relaxing and uplifting things, think about the exact reasons that are making me feel down and deal with them......though I am finding the confusion on various subjects hard to deal with at the moment......Plan B....let the mood run it's course and if it takes more than 2 weeks to disappear then seek help from any-one.....lol.....Ok so yeah...I don't think I am there yet, though I hate feeling as if I just don't know what the next day is going to bring....I hate waiting for the next "mood" to hit, and I am not talking about my own.....ggggrrrr....
anyway....just gotta ignore the shit.....and keep going....
I scrapped today I did a lay-out in like 2 hours that's pretty good....It is using a birthday shot of Cody that I love and it's just so cute I think the design of the lay-out is a very simple one and I could of had it done quicker if I didn't have to wait for things to dry...but all good....anyway now I feel like I am talking to myself so I am gonna go...because otherwise I will never get off this comp.....
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Life's flutters.....
I have another Blog as you will see on the blog list....
That one is about my life business and family....
This one is for me and my mind. I like to talk, and I think that's because I also like to think alot....I always have and I always will......I belive that words are powerful, actions are even more powerful....but it all starts with a thought....
This blog will be my expression, my vent for life and my musings.....
Hopefully done in peace.......or not...would be interested in debating my views on life....only because then how would I and could I change my mind or perspective........
That one is about my life business and family....
This one is for me and my mind. I like to talk, and I think that's because I also like to think alot....I always have and I always will......I belive that words are powerful, actions are even more powerful....but it all starts with a thought....
This blog will be my expression, my vent for life and my musings.....
Hopefully done in peace.......or not...would be interested in debating my views on life....only because then how would I and could I change my mind or perspective........
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